Expanding Outward at 60

Eugenio Zampighi, A Happy Family

Friday – A Life Lived in Literature, 34th Installment

As I entered my sixties, I found a new clarity entering my life as my perspective both focused and expanded. Certain things which had once seemed important dropped away while, at the same time, I began looking more at the world beyond St. Mary’s. A review of the years 2009-2016 will clarify what I mean.

In the spring of 2009, the second semester of my sabbatical, I taught Italian cinema for six weeks in the picturesque city of Alba—St. Mary’s had a study abroad program there—and then traveled to Slovenia, where I delivered a series of five film lectures on “Women’s Studies and Film” to the University of Ljubljana’s sociology and philosophy departments. I then returned to the States and, at Darien’s suggestion, began blogging.

I read once that when some professors reach their sixties—I did so in 2011—they start looking for new audiences. No longer satisfied with confining themselves to their specialized disciplinary field, they want to apply it more broadly. This was certainly the case with me, and blogging provided me a way of doing so. I have at times had interactions with readers, mostly nonacademic, in Britain, Australia, Israel, India, Uganda and other countries. Profound friendships have resulted. 

I reached my largest audience through my Saturday sports posts. When a football commentator on the ESPN website shared an essay on Indianapolis quarterback Peyton Manning, my readership exploded. It would come down again when, after a few years, I stopped writing about sports, which I did because I don’t like repeating myself. At that point I felt like the old grandmother in Leslie Marmon Silko’s Ceremony, who says at the novel’s end, “I guess I must be getting old because these goings-on around Laguna don’t get me excited any more. It seems like I’ve already heard these stories before…only thing is, the names sound different.”

The stories in sports—promising rookie, exciting comeback, wasted potential, aging veteran—vary only in that the names sound different. While Ralph Hodgson’s poem “The Bull” is often a perfect poem for players in their twilight years, after a while I got tired of posting the final stanza:

And the dreamer turns away
From his visionary herds
And his splendid yesterday,
Turns to meet the loathly birds
Flocking round him from the skies,
Waiting for the flesh that dies.

In 2009-10 I also taught my last film course, deciding to focus thereafter exclusively on literature. Like my father at Sewanee, I had started film instruction at St. Mary’s and had taught a range of film courses. I had been fully immersed in film scholarship, publishing three substantive articles in Cinema Journal, and at one point I headed the teaching committee for the Society for Cinema and Media Studies. I was particularly proud of a challenging “Film Genre” course I was teaching at the 400-level.

My interest fell off because, once one starts focusing on commonalities among works—after all, that’s how genres come into being—some of their individuality drops away. As a result, I found that the student essays were becoming too predictable. (Too predictable for me, that as, as the students themselves were learning new things.) I would spend two weeks on each genre, including an old classic, a modern example, a foreign example, and an experimental example, and out of that we would examine both the genre’s conventions and how filmmakers could break with them. For the western, for instance, we might look at John Ford’s Stagecoach, Clint Eastwood’s Unforgiven, Akiri Kurosawa’s Yojimbo, and Jim Jarmusch’s Ghost Dog, while the romantic comedy section could include His Girl Friday, Pillow Talk, Amélie, and Annie Hall. For the final essay, the students were to select three films from a genre of their choice, with the stipulation that the first film had to be at least 30 years older than the last. 

That 30-year period gave them an opportunity to write about the immensely popular zombie films given that the genre has been kicked off by Night of the Living Dead in 1968. While I understood what drew them to zombies—in 2009, prospects for a fulfilling career looked bleak and they worried that their individuality would be swallowed up by a faceless society—I didn’t see the exploring going any deeper. The same was true for the romantic comedy essays, in which my women students especially would chart out the tensions between career and family, which were as pressing to them in the 21st century as it is for the Rosalind Russell character in His Girl Friday (1940)With the students producing generic responses to genre, I didn’t see them in their full individuality, as I did when they responded to individual works of literature.

Part of the problem may have been with me. When I studied film in graduate school under David Cook, he taught it as preeminently a narrative art form. While this made film acceptable to English departments—it helped me sell film offerings to my own department—it relegated to secondary status the visual, auditory and performative artistry of cinema. If one limits oneself to narrative, literary classics outshine most films. Austen’s novels are far more complex than any filmic rendition and elicit far more complex responses.

I mention Austen because, thanks to the new curriculum I had helped shape before sabbatical, I could teach her in a first-year seminar. “Jane Austen and the Dating Game” was my first topic and I was gratified to see my students coming to love Austen as much as I did.

In the process of looking outward, I can report that momentous things were also happening with Darien and Toby. Toby married Candice Wilson from Trinidad, whom he met in the University of Pittsburgh’s graduate English program. Although Toby then transferred to the U.C. Davis’s excellent program in Victorian Lit, they stayed in touch and got married in the summer of 2011. The following year, they had Esmé, who conjured up for me J.D. Salinger’s healing child that a war veteran turns to as he grapples with PTSD in “For Esmé–with Love and Squalor.” 

Earlier that year Darien and Betsy, having started a marketing company in Manhattan, also had a son. With the name Alban, a variation of Albion, he had me thinking of the ancient symbol of Britain that William Blake dreams of transforming into a new Jerusalem:

I will not cease from Mental Fight,
Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem,
In Englands green & pleasant Land.

If names are destiny—an idea I explore in my posts on Darien’s and Toby’s names (here and here)—then my first two grandchildren will be instrumental in healing a broken world.

Toby and Candice then had Etta, a name I associate with singer Etta James’s joyous “At Last” (and our Etta is indeed joyous), after which Toby came to his alma mater for a year as a sabbatical replacement. Among his courses at St. Mary’s were “Victorian Time Machines” (his dissertation topic), “The Rise of the Machine,” and “Charles Dickens,” and his interest in technology would, the following year, land him a post-doc at Georgia Tech, where he connected well with engineering students. He taught there for (I believe) three years before landing his current position at Georgia Gwinnett. Candice, meanwhile, teaches Film Studies and Asian Studies at the University of North Georgia. Since we have retired to southern Tennessee, they are within easy driving distance.

Parents find few things more satisfying than seeing their children flourish. Grandchildren are also pretty cool.

Past Installments of A Life Lived in Literature
A Life Lived in Literature: How It All Began (Sept. 5, 2025)
Early Reading Memories (Sept. 12, 2025)
Childhood Confusion: Reading to the Rescue (Sept. 19, 2025)
Confronting Segregation (Sept. 26, 2025)
School Reading vs. Real Reading (Oct. 10, 2025)
Childhood in Paris (Oct. 17, 2025)
My Time at Sewanee Military Academy (Oct. 24, 2025)
Existentialism for High School Seniors (Oct. 31, 2025)
Why I Majored in History, Not English (Nov. 7, 2025)
My College Search for Authenticity (Nov. 14, 2025)
On D. H. Lawrence and a Sexual Awakening (Nov. 21, 2025)
My Life as a Bildungsroman (Nov. 28, 2025)
Grad School: Literary Baptism by Fire (Dec. 5, 2025)
Early Scenes from a Marriage (Dec. 12, 2025)
Bringing Up Baby in Grad School (Dec. 19, 2025)
Grappling with Racism (Jan. 2, 2026)
Journal of a Young Teacher (Jan. 16, 2026)
Teaching and Reading in Yugoslavia (Jan. 23, 2026)
Life at 40: Barely Controlled Chaos (Jan 30, 2026)
From Secular Humanist to Christian Believer (Feb. 6 2025)
Looking Back at a Lifetime Together (Feb. 13, 2026)
To Ljubljana with Love (Feb. 20, 2026)
Forging a Separate Identity from My Father (Feb. 27, 2026)
“Better Living” Emerged from a Midnight Epiphany (March 6, 2026)
The Golden Years before Tragedy Struck (March 13, 2026) 
Using Lit to Grapple with a Death (March 20, 2026) 
Lit in the Year following Justin’s Death (March 27, 2026)
My Eldest Son, Named after a Keats Sonnet (April 3, 2026)
Sterne’s Uncle Toby and My Own Toby (April 10, 2026)
After the 2nd Death, a Book Project (April 17, 2026)
Making Lit Meaningful for Students (April 24, 2026) 
Horizons Broadened (May 1, 2026) 
Obama’s Election and a Blog Launched (May 8, 2026)
Expanding Outward at 60 (May 15, 2026)

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Childhood Imagination: Encourage It or Lose It

N.C. Wyeth, The Giant

Thursday

Teacher and author Brendan James Murray has written a lovely Guardian article about how our society and our schools are failing to foster childhood imaginations and what we must do to compensate. The article has me revisiting both my own childhood and how I parented my children.

Murray begins with an N.C. Wyeth painting of six children on a beach rapturously gazing up at a cloud giant. With no adults in sight, the children have the freedom to let their minds roam where they will. There are no tests here, no carefully scheduled activities, nothing but the power of the imagination.

I’m thinking that Murray could also have included in his piece—and perhaps does in Childhood, the book from which the article is excerpted—the opening paragraph of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland:

Alice was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her sister on the bank and of having nothing to do; once or twice she had peeped into the book her sister was reading, but it had no pictures or conversations in it, ‘and what is the use of a book,’ thought Alice, ‘without pictures or conversation?’

At this point, Alice’s mind goes down a rabbit hole, as it were, and we’re off and running as Lewis Carroll pushes back against his increasingly pragmatic society. It’s a reminder that suspicion of the imagination has a history: the Victorians’ Puritan work ethic has a lot to answer for. Carroll’s nonsense takes constant aim at poems meant to teach stern moral lessons and rigid educational programs designed to teach practical knowledge.

In the topsy-turvy world of Wonderland, education is turned on its head. When Alices asks the Mock Turtle and Gryphon what they were taught in school, she gets a wondrous response:

‘Well, there was Mystery,’ the Mock Turtle replied, counting off the subjects on his flappers, ‘ – Mystery, ancient and modern, with Seaography; then Drawling – the Drawling-master was an old conger-eel, that used to come once a week; he taught us Drawling, Stretching, and Fainting in Coils.’

‘What was that like?’ said Alice.

‘Well, I can’t show it you myself,’ the Mock Turtle said, ‘I’m too stiff. And the Gryphon never learnt it.’

‘Hadn’t time,’ said the Gryphon, ‘I went to the Classics master, though. He was an old crab, he was.’

‘I never went to him,’ the Mock Turtle said with a sigh, ‘he taught Laughing and Grief, they used to say.’

‘So he did, so he did,’ said the Gryphon, sighing in his turn; and both creatures hid their faces in their paws.

‘And how many hours a day did you do lessons?’ said Alice in a hurry to change the subject.

‘Ten hours the first day,’ said the Mock Turtle, ‘nine the next, and so on.’

‘What a curious plan!’ exclaimed Alice.

‘That’s the reason they’re called lessons,’ the Gryphon remarked, ‘because they lessen from day to day.’

Contrast this with the educational system as depicted by Murray:

The truth is that all very young children do have rich imaginations and navigate rich imaginative worlds. However, almost all will lose this faculty by their mid-teens, or have it dimmed nearly out of existence.

This is something that is accepted and largely unquestioned in our culture, as though loss of imagination is an inevitability of growing up. Through this lens, imagination becomes associated with immaturity.

Murray wonders whether western culture’s reprioritization can be attributed to an industrialized society in which unfettered imagination didn’t appear to serve capitalist needs. “To invite children into an activity free of demands,” he writes, “is to face the adult anxiety of those children achieving nothing”:

The need for students to create products and demonstrate measurable skills is predicated on the belief that we can only know that a child has developed if we are able to gather objective data. Were we to say, “Those children benefited from imagining a giant in the sky,” a modern educator (myself included) might be tempted to counter: “What data do you have to support that?”

Murray complains that the emphasis on data and criteria even crop up in classes designed to teach creativity:

With the introduction of criteria to assess any of the create-ivity emerging from the students’ closely surveilled efforts, we have perhaps the most stifling and sanitized imaginative space conceivable. Write a story, but it must follow the conventions of science fiction. Write a poem, but it must employ the poetic style of Emily Dickinson. Write a paragraph, but it must begin with a topic sentence. Must. Instruction; structure; walls and barriers and limits.

Murray calls out himself in the process:

Teachers like myself are so focused on the power of criteria to guide students that we almost never acknowledge the absolutely unavoidable reality that every criteria has a shadow criteria, that which implies all the infinite things the students cannot do. In some sense, criteria are imagination’s opposite, its antonym. Give us what we want. Imagination blotted out by insistence on a specific product demanded by an authority figure. All the freedom of water poured into a concrete aqueduct. Learn the rules so you can break them? Only if the rules don’t break you first.

Looking back at my own childhood, I realize how lucky I was to have a father who encouraged non-stop creativity. Mostly he conveyed this through reading to us every night, but we also witnessed his poetry and his paintings, which often involved nails, hinges, and other hardware. At times he appeared more a child than an adult, especially at Christmas. 

I remember how the stories we encountered would shape our childhood activities. Thanks to living in the small and safe mountaintop community of Sewanee, Tennessee, we could bicycle everywhere, and I remember thinking of myself as Lucy Fitch Perkins’s Scottish Twins as I explored Sewanee’s caves and as E. Nesbit’s Bastable children as I played with my brothers. Meanwhile, my grandparents’ Peoria mansion, with its mysterious servant stairways and spacious attic, was rendered especially magical because we saw it through the lens of The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe and The Magician’s Nephew.

With this upbringing, I understood what drove Tom Sawyer when he incorporates his reading into his play. There’s the oath he has his gang swear at the beginning of Huckleberry Finn (inspired, Huck says, by his “pirate-books and robber-books”) and the elaborate escape he engineers for Jim. When Huck is confused as to why they need to bake a pie to smuggle in a saw to free the prisoner, Tom reveals his sources:

“Why, you just said a body could lift up the bedstead and slip the chain off.”

“Well, if that ain’t just like you, Huck Finn. You can get up the infant-schooliest ways of going at a thing. Why, hain’t you ever read any books at all?—Baron Trenck, nor Casanova, nor Benvenuto Chelleeny, nor Henri IV., nor none of them heroes? Who ever heard of getting a prisoner loose in such an old-maidy way as that? No; the way all the best authorities does is to saw the bed-leg in two, and leave it just so, and swallow the sawdust, so it can’t be found, and put some dirt and grease around the sawed place so the very keenest seneskal can’t see no sign of it’s being sawed, and thinks the bed-leg is perfectly sound. Then, the night you’re ready, fetch the leg a kick, down she goes; slip off your chain, and there you are. Nothing to do but hitch your rope ladder to the battlements, shin down it, break your leg in the moat—because a rope ladder is nineteen foot too short, you know—and there’s your horses and your trusty vassles, and they scoop you up and fling you across a saddle, and away you go to your native Langudoc, or Navarre, or wherever it is. It’s gaudy, Huck. I wish there was a moat to this cabin. If we get time, the night of the escape, we’ll dig one.”

To these works I would add the sequel to Alexander Dumas’s Three Musketeers, which features such an escape.

Of course, the scene seems less funny to me now that I can see how Tom is using a grown man as a toy (not unlike how the South at the time was infantilizing African Americans). But as a child, I saw Tom’s imagining as simply what one did.

I’ve written about how, in third grade, I distinguished between “school reading” and “real reading”—school reading had a deflating set of questions at the end, which further ruined an already boring and agenda-driven story—and that I remember few assignments that spurred my imagination indicates just how seldom it happened. But I do remember my otherwise awful sixth grade teacher (Miss Esther) telling us to bring in items inspired by Roman history. (I created a Roman scroll, from which I read Twain’s humorous piece in Innocents Abroad on gladiatorial combat.) And there was Audrey Goldfinch, my seventh grade homeroom teacher, who had the entire class (all 38 of us) write a Halloween horror story, in which we were only allowed to read the paragraph written by the person directly ahead of us.  (It meandered wonderfully and had a boffo ending that I still remember: “I knew I was to become one of those floating bodies.”) So it’s not as though school didn’t have potential. It just seldom lived up to it.

The opportunity to indulge the imagination was one of the most rewarding aspects of fatherhood. Not only did I read every night to my three sons, but I made up stories as we commuted to soccer and baseball practice. When we would pass an old African American man walking near the “Honey Bunny Daycare Center” (honestly, that was its name), I informed them that the center was an undercover CIA operation and the man was actually a spy. The stories spiraled from there. 

I also learned that I could trigger their imaginations and then get out of the way. When Justin, at 12, informed me that Julia and I weren’t his real parents. I asked him to tell me about his actual parents and got an extended story that provided insight into some of his frustrations. (As I recall, after allowing Justin to vent, the story ended on a forgiving note with him concluding that Julia and I were adequate as substitutes.) All of which is to say that there is a role for adults in their children’s imagining lives. After all, those Wyeth children on the beach would not be imagining a giant if some adult hadn’t told or read them fairy tales. Our job is to listen, to respect, and to encourage.

Oh, and regarding the issue of practicality? My sons are gainfully employed–one in marketing, one in teaching—and their fellow employees love working with them. They light up every room they enter.

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Antigone Taught Mandela Leadership

Frederic Leighton, Antigone

Wednesday

Spurred by false reports of “white genocide” in South Africa, the Trump administration has been granting refugee status to white Afrikaners while denying it to others in far more desperate straits. While the country does suffer from high crime rates, whites are not suffering more than anyone else, and one only has to look at our own nation following the Civil War to realize how difficult such transitions can be. I find myself thinking how much worse it could have been had it not been for Nelson Mandela.

When Mandela died in 2013, I wrote a post on how he and his fellow Robben Island prisoners felt supported by various passages in Shakespeare, including Julius Caesar, Tempest, and Merchant of Venice. Only recently, however, did I register that Mandela also played Creon in a prison performance of Antigone. An old Guardian article notes that while Mandela appears more Antigone than the Theban king, nevertheless he may have learned leadership lessons from Creon that served his country.

For a refresher, Oedipus’s two sons have died fighting who is to rule Thebes. Next-in-line Creon decrees that the brother who attacked the city is a traitor and orders that his body remain unburied, contrary to divine law. Antigone, answering to a higher calling, violates the edict and performs funeral rites. As a result, she is buried alive in a tomb, and although Creon repents, he does so too late: Antigone, his son (who loves her), and his wife all commit suicide. At the end, as Creon is lamenting “on my head I feel the heavy weight of crushing Fate,” the Chorus weighs in with its moral:

There is no happiness where there is no wisdom;
No wisdom but in submission to the gods.
Big words are always punished,
And proud men in old age learn to be wise.

Antigone’s principled stand would have resonated with Mandela and his fellow prisoners, as would her arguments with her sister. Many South Africans were as fearful of joining the African National Congress (ANC) as Ismene is in joining Antigone’s rebellion. Note the following interchange, in which Ismene has just reminded her sister how they have already lost their father, mother, and both brothers:

Think how much more terrible than these
Our own death would be if we should go against Creon
And do what he has forbidden! We are only women,
We cannot fight with men, Antigone!
The law is strong, we must give in to the law
In this thing, and in worse. I beg the Dead
To forgive me, but I am helpless: I must yield
To those in authority. And I think it is dangerous business
To be always meddling.

To which Antigone responds: 

If that is what you think,
I should not want you, even if you asked to come.
You have made your choice, you can be what you want to be.
But I will bury him; and if I must die,
I say that this crime is holy: I shall lie down
With him in death, and I shall be as dear
To him as he to me.

And further on:

I am not afraid of the danger; if it means death,
It will not be the worst of deaths ––death without honor.

In reading this last response, I am put in mind of a passage from Julius Caesar that bolstered Mandela during his long imprisonment:

 Cowards die many times before their deaths;
 The valiant never taste of death but once.

In the Guardian article, author André Brink notes that Mandela had an “Antigone streak” from an early age:

But the Antigone streak that was to become in a way his trademark soon asserted itself – whether in defying his guardian by refusing the bride assigned to him, or in standing up to police, prison warders or the leaders of the apartheid regime by refusing to obey orders he regarded as unfair. These occasions never demonstrated a mere disregard for authority, but a considered refusal to condone the abuse of power; an assertion of personal dignity that not even the harshest punishment in prison could dent.

Yet for all his Antigone qualities, I find even more interesting how Mandela was also a Creon. Here’s a passage that Mandela would have delivered when he was acting out the king:

I am aware, of course, that no Ruler can expect complete loyalty from his subjects until he has been tested in office. Nevertheless, I say to you at the very outset that I have nothing but contempt for the kind of Governor who is afraid, for whatever reason, to follow the course that he knows is best for the State; and as for the man who sets private friendship above the public welfare, ––I have no use for him, either. I call God to witness that if I saw my country headed for ruin, I should not be afraid to speak out plainly; and I need hardly remind you that I would never have any dealings with an enemy of the people. No one values friendship more highly than I; but we must remember that friends made at the risk of wrecking our Ship are not real friends at all. 

Creon’s words on the responsibilities of a leader resonate with us now. Because our leaders didn’t hold Trump accountable for attempting to wreck our ship in 2021—because they didn’t put public welfare first—he is taking us all down in 2026. Mandela, on the other hands, echoes Creon in the following statement, found in his autobiography The Long Walk:

There are times a leader must move out ahead of the flock, go off in a new direction, confident that he is leading his people the right way.

Brink lays out the risks Mandela was taking when he initiated meetings with South Africa’s white leadership, thereby moving out ahead of the ANC:

He knew only too well, he told me, even more emphatically than he’d intimated in his writings, that he was really duty-bound to obtain permission from the ANC leadership first before embarking on such a radical initiative. But he also knew that the ANC would never consent. And so he had to place his own future at risk, knowing that if the endeavor failed, or ever became known too early, any future role he might have hoped to play would be forfeited….What in some people, or in some situations, would amount to megalomania, may in others turn out to be a visionary decision.

From Brink’s account of Mandela, I can see how he learned from both Creon and Antigone, both the positives and the negatives. Through the Truth and Reconciliation process, he rejected Creon-like draconian punishments. At the same time, he was more practical—although no less principled—than Antigone. He also didn’t have her self-righteousness, which we see when she confronts Creon:

This talking is a great weariness: your words
Are distasteful to me, and I am sure that mine
Seem so to you. And yet they should not seem so:
I should have praise and honor for what I have done.
All these men here would praise me
Were their lips not frozen shut with fear of you.
[Bitterly.]
Ah the good fortune of kings,
Licensed to say and do whatever they please!

For comparative purposes, check out this passage from Mandela’s speech before his own court, which found him guilty and sent him to prison for 27 years. Note that it lacks Antigone’s bitterness:

During my lifetime I have dedicated myself to this struggle of the African people. I have fought against white domination, and I have fought against black domination. I have cherished the ideal of a democratic and free society in which all persons live together in harmony and with equal opportunities. It is an ideal which I hope to live for and to achieve. But, if needs be, it is an ideal for which I am prepared to die.”

Writing in 2000 after Mandela’s presidency had come to an end, Brink observes that, while he made mistakes, he accomplished far more than could reasonably have been expected given the impossibility of the task:

One need only take a small step back to compare South Africa today with the country of less than a decade ago to realize how much has been achieved. If programs for housing, health care, job creation or the reconstruction of education still lag behind the forecasts of five years ago, at least the groundwork has been done, the infrastructure provided, on which the real edifice can now take shape.

Part of Mandela’s success lay in how he was able to face up to where he’d gone wrong. Brink tells the story, recounted by one of Mandela’s three private secretaries, how every night he would ask them, “Now tell me what I have done wrong today, because I don’t want to make the same mistakes tomorrow.” In other words, he follows the advice that the seer Teiresias offers Creon:

Think: all men make mistakes,
But a good man yields when he knows his course is wrong,
And repairs the evil. The only crime is pride.

Classicist Edith Hall, in Aristotle’s Way: How Ancient Wisdom Can Change Your Life, believes that the ancient Greek tragedies offered training in deliberate decision-making and for that reason were seen as vital to Athenian society, given how it was dependent on its popular council. By getting caught up in his pride, Creon would have served as a negative object lesson for Greek citizens. I can very well imagine Mandela absorbing important leadership lessons as he performed the role. 

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The Joys of Reading Fanny Burney

Tuesday

I’ve just finished reading Fanny Burney’s Cecilia for the first time and can report that, by the end, I found this 900+ page novel impossible to put down. While I loved teaching Burney’s earlier novel Evelina in my class on “Couples Comedy in the Restoration and 18th Century,” I can report that Cecilia is at another level. It also appealed to me as a Jane Austen fan.

Indeed, it was Austen who alerted me to the excellence of the novel. In Northanger Abbey, when Catherine Morland and Isabella Thorpe are bonding over their love of Ann Radcliffe novels, Austen finds herself compelled to defend the genre. Many moralists at the time, not to mention various literary characters (including Mr. Collins in Pride and Prejudice), feared that novels would lead young people astray. Even worse, Austen wrote, were those novelists who created protagonists who themselves denigrate novels:

[I]f a rainy morning deprived them of other enjoyments, [Catherine and Isabelle] were still resolute in meeting in defiance of wet and dirt, and shut themselves up, to read novels together. Yes, novels; for I will not adopt that ungenerous and impolitic custom so common with novel-writers, of degrading by their contemptuous censure the very performances, to the number of which they are themselves adding—joining with their greatest enemies in bestowing the harshest epithets on such works, and scarcely ever permitting them to be read by their own heroine, who, if she accidentally take up a novel, is sure to turn over its insipid pages with disgust. Alas! If the heroine of one novel be not patronized by the heroine of another, from whom can she expect protection and regard? I cannot approve of it. Let us leave it to the reviewers to abuse such effusions of fancy at their leisure, and over every new novel to talk in threadbare strains of the trash with which the press now groans. Let us not desert one another; we are an injured body. 

Novel reading is attacked despite the joy involved, Austen complains. Even though “our productions have afforded more extensive and unaffected pleasure than those of any other literary corporation in the world,” she writes, “no species of composition has been so much decried.” As a result, young people fear acknowledging their enthusiasm:

[H]ere seems almost a general wish of decrying the capacity and undervaluing the labor of the novelist, and of slighting the performances which have only genius, wit, and taste to recommend them. “I am no novel-reader—I seldom look into novels—Do not imagine that I often read novels—It is really very well for a novel.” Such is the common cant. “And what are you reading, Miss——?” “Oh! It is only a novel!” replies the young lady, while she lays down her book with affected indifference, or momentary shame. “It is only Cecilia, or Camilla, or Belinda”; or, in short, only some work in which the greatest powers of the mind are displayed, in which the most thorough knowledge of human nature, the happiest delineation of its varieties, the liveliest effusions of wit and humor, are conveyed to the world in the best-chosen language. 

I can testify that, while Burney is no Austen, she does indeed understand human nature and wittily serves up a variety of comic characters. One fictional technique she uses (and sometimes overuses) is having multiple characters intrude upon Cecilia at important moments. Maddeningly oblivious to her needs, they throw a wrench in her plans. I am reminded of the stateroom scene in the Marx Brothers’ Night at the Opera. 

Comedy often shares the stage with high melodrama—at one point Cecilia is pushed past her breaking point and goes temporarily mad—and there’s even a duel. (The closest Austen gets to a duel is Colonel Brandon fighting Willoughby for debauching his ward, but if you blink you miss it.) Burney appears to have taken a page from the 17th century French tragedians Corneille and Racine, where the heart’s longings are opposed by the call of duty.

In this instance, the problem is caused by the conditions under which Cecilia is to inherit her uncle’s large fortune when she comes of age: she can only marry someone who agrees to take her family name but falls in love with a man from a family that is inordinately proud of its name, which goes back centuries. Delvile could break with his family and become Mr. Beverley (as opposed to Delvile), but that would alienate both him and Cecilia from his parents.

Of course, there are other complications, including problems with each of the three men who have been appointed Cecilia’s guardians, along with various suitors who want to get their hands on her wealth and a seeming old friend who is determined to ward them off so that he can get her once his elderly wife dies. The comic side characters, meanwhile, include a narrow businessman, a pretentious officer, a loquacious lady, a mischievous lady, and on and on. One sometimes dreams of Cecilia sending these people away, but of course she is too ladylike to do so. In this novel, there is very little privacy and the social whirl never ends.  

While the virtuous Cecilia always wants to do the right thing, sometimes her youth, inexperience, and naiveté draw her into compromising situations. As in Austen, rules of etiquette impede communication and lead to misunderstandings.

For the Austen fan, there are special treasures, none bigger than the following passage. In it, a wise doctor provides the following advice to the young couple after Cecilia, through a series of misadventures, finds herself captive in a pawnbroker’s shop:

The whole of this unfortunate business,” said Dr Lyster, “has been the result of PRIDE and PREJUDICE. Your uncle, the Dean, began it, by his arbitrary will, as if an ordinance of his own could arrest the course of nature! and as if he had power to keep alive, by the loan of a name, a family in the male branch already extinct. Your father, Mr Mortimer, continued it with the same self-partiality, preferring the wretched gratification of tickling his ear with a favourite sound, to the solid happiness of his son with a rich and deserving wife. Yet this, however, remember; if to PRIDE and PREJUDICE you owe your miseries, so wonderfully is good and evil balanced, that to PRIDE and PREJUDICE you will also owe their termination: for all that I could say to Mr Delvile, either of reasoning or entreaty,–and I said all I could suggest, and I suggested all a man need wish to hear,–was totally thrown away, till I pointed out to him his own disgrace, in having a daughter-in-law immured in these mean lodgings!

Austen is far more restrained than Burney and more economical with her language. Where Burney uses a broadsword to go after her satiric targets, Austen applies a stiletto. Nevertheless one sees the inspiration for many of Austen’s most memorable creations in Burney’s large cast of characters. 

Reading about men and women who take integrity, honor, and truth seriously is refreshing in this age when we are daily inundated with falsehoods and bad faith arguments. Moralists may have fulminated against the novel in the 18th and early 19th century, but Cecilia provides an inspiring exemplar of how one should behave, then and now.

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O’Connor Illustrates White Identity Formation

Flannery O’Connor

Monday

As we witness former Confederate states scrambling to throw out elected Black representatives following the Supreme Court’s dismantling of the Voting Rights Act, we are reminded once again how deeply racism is woven into the American fabric. When people talk about slavery as America’s original sin (along with Native American genocide), they capture the way that it continues to fester even though progress has been made. Henry Ford may have claimed that “history is bunk,” but William Faulkner understood the actual situation when he wrote, in Requiem for a Nun,

The past is never dead. It’s not even past. All of us labor in webs spun long before we were born, webs of heredity and environment, of desire and consequence, of history and eternity.

Our greatest writers understand how this works. I’ve just read a wonderful essay by Toni Morrison on how one of these writers shows how racism is inculcated in the young. In her short story “The Artificial Nigger,” Flannery O’Connor lays out a grandfather’s successful effort to make his orphaned grandson as racist as he is. Nelson, rebelling against the old man, has the potential to develop in a different direction, but in the end fear of the Other wins out.

In her posthumously published Language as Liberation: Reflections on the American Canon–a series of lectures Morrison gave at Princeton—Morrison discusses how authors like Edgar Allen Poe, Willa Cather, and Ernest Hemingway use Black characters as foils against which to define whiteness:

[They] make sure the Africanist character is never without the sign of color or other marks of racial identification; never identify him or her as a citizen of a country or state; never give black personae power other than the power to serve; nor any voice other than comic, cowardly, obsequious, unreasonable, illicit, or de-sexed—unless the voice reinforces the status quo.

Making an interesting exception of Herman Melville—I’ve written about his profound insights into race in his novella Benito Cereno—Morrison notes that the Africanists in most canonical American novels

either have no family context or obligations, or if they do have family, they are irrelevant emotionally to the black person and certainly to the whites. Their condition is timeless, history-less, without a cultural context other than their convenience or inconvenience to white culture. In short, they are bodies—for labor or exploitation; or they are shadows that haunt, hound, or threaten; or they are shadows that protect and guide.

While O’Connor doesn’t herself have fully fleshed-out African American characters, Morrison credits her with showing us “what purposes they serve in a white male consciousness and ultimately in literature itself.” Morrison says that, if she could have gotten away with it, she would have used the same title for her course that O’Connor uses for her story.

In it, Mr. Head worries that Nelson is not according him the respect he deserves. He therefore plans to teach him a lesson: from their home in rural Georgia, he will take him to Atlanta and so frighten him with its Black population that the boy will never question him or leave him. In other words, Nelson’s foundational identity will be based on a contrast with African Americans.

O’As it turns out, however, Mr. Head gets lost and can’t find his way back to the train station. They blunder into a Black community where people are willing to help them, but Mr. Head is too frightened to ask for directions. Then, determined to teach Nelson a lesson, he hides out when the boy falls asleep. When Nelson awakes and finds himself alone, he bolts out of sight and knocks over a woman carrying groceries. Like Peter denying Jesus, Head pretends that he doesn’t know him, stunning the woman and her friends:

[Mr. Head]  stared straight ahead at the women who were massed in their fury like a solid wall to block his escape. “This is not my boy,” he said. “I never seen him before.”

He felt Nelson’s fingers fall out of his flesh.

The women dropped back, staring at him with horror, as if they were so repulsed by a man who would deny his own image and likeness that they could not bear to lay hands on him. Mr. Head walked on, through a space they silently cleared, and left Nelson behind. Ahead of him he saw nothing but a hollow tunnel that had once been the street.

The betrayal is so deep that Head is convinced that his betrayal can never be forgiven and that he has lost the boy forever. So much for using Atlanta for white identity formation. What saves him and brings about reconciliation is the sight of a plastic lawn statue:

He had not walked five hundred yards down the road when he saw, within reach of him, the plaster figure of a Negro sitting bent over on a low yellow brick fence that curved around a wide lawn. The Negro was about Nelson’s size and he was pitched forward at an unsteady angle because the putty that held him to the wall had cracked. One of his eyes was entirely white and he held a piece of brown watermelon. Mr. Head stood looking at him silently until Nelson stopped at a little distance. Then as the two of them stood there, Mr. Head breathed, “An artificial nigger!”

The statue is in a sorry state:

It was not possible to tell if the artificial Negro were meant to be young or old; he looked too miserable to be either. He was meant to look happy because his mouth was stretched up at the corners but the chipped eye and the angle he was cocked at gave him a wild look of misery instead.

This caricature of blackness brings the two together. As Morrison explains, 

The narrative turns at this point. This means by which unification takes place, by which forgiveness is possible, by which mercy arrives, by which self-respect is regained is via the transference of humiliation to a plastic black form and the clear evidence that self-loathing disappears once it is projected onto this plastic, artificial (invented, made, constructed, built) figure who, fortunately for the characters’ requirements, is not alive and cannot speak, move, or, most importantly, look, return a look, or be understood to also know Mr. Head. It is my contention that this story is paradigmatic and is an uncommonly explicit model of the way in which black characters function in fiction as a trope for (catalyst of) self-fabrication.

In short, American whites define their whiteness by contrasting it with a fabricated image of blackness.

By the end of the story, Nelson’s rebellion has ended and he has bought into his grandfather’s stereotypes. After they descend from the train that has brought them home, O’Connor writes,

Nelson, composing his expression under the shadow of his hat brim, watched [his grandfather] with a mixture of fatigue and suspicion, but as the train glided past them and disappeared like a frightened serpent into the woods, even his face lightened and he muttered, “I’m glad I’ve went once, but I’ll never go back again!”

Thanks to his grandfather’s abusive initiation ritual, race differentiation, race fear, and race superiority are now permanent parts of his self-identity. 

Racial identity formation differs from family to family, of course, but versions of the drama in O’Connor’s story occur every day all over America as parents pass on their prejudices and their fears to their children. Their anxieties are exacerbated when demagogues like Trump and Pete Hegseth turn up the volume. Meanwhile, racist school boards and library boards rewrite curricula, ban books, and forbid teachers from putting up “Everyone is welcome here” posters. The children then grow up to become legislators who, when the Supreme Court gives them permission, can’t redraw electoral maps fast enough. 

Further thought: Morrison points out that O’Connor sees whiteness in and of itself as empty, something ghostlike. For instance, this is what Head and Nelson see in the train window:

“I heard you,” the boy muttered. “It’s no use in you yelling,” and he sat down and turned his head to the glass. There he saw a pale ghost-like face scowling at him beneath the brim of a pale ghost-like hat. His grandfather, looking quickly too, saw a different ghost, pale but grinning, under a black hat.

Morrison points out that O’Connor then sets up a dramatic contrast with the African American characters on the train, whose colors are warm and vibrant:

A huge coffee-colored man was coming slowly forward. He had on a light suit and a yellow satin tie with a ruby pin in it. One of his hands rested on his stomach which rode majestically under his buttoned coat, and in the other he held the head of a black walking stick that he picked up and set down with a deliberate outward motion each time he took a step. He was proceeding very slowly, his large brown eyes gazing over the heads of the passengers. He had a small white mustache and white crinkly hair. Behind him there were two young women, both coffee-colored, one in a yellow dress and one in a green. Their progress was kept at the rate of his and they chatted in low throaty voices as they followed him.

Later there’s the following encounter when Nelson, unlike his grandfather, has the courage to ask a Black woman to ask for directions. Note the warmth of the interaction, which contrasts with Head’s sterile stereotypes:

[Nelson] stood drinking in every detail of her. His eyes traveled up from her great knees to her forehead and then made a triangular path from the glistening sweat on her neck down and across her tremendous bosom and over her bare arm back to where her fingers lay hidden in her hair. He suddenly wanted her to reach down and pick him up and draw him against her and then he wanted to feel her breath on his face. He wanted to look down and down into her eyes while she held him tighter and tighter. He had never had such a feeling before. He felt as if he were reeling down through a pitchblack tunnel.

As I used to tell my students, life becomes infinitely richer when we open ourselves to Otherness rather than retreat into narrow isolation.

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She My Lodestar While I Go and Come

Mary Cassatt, Mother and Child

Sunday – Mother’s Day

Agonizing over his best friend’s death in In Memoriam, Alfred Lord Tennyson at one point asks

… but what am I?
      An infant crying in the night:
      An infant crying for the light: 
And with no language but a cry. 

At such moments any number of poets, experiencing similar loneliness and desolation, have turned to thoughts of mother. There’s Carl Sandburg, hurdling through darkness on an all-night passenger train, who conjured us a mother-child image to define “home”:

 III. Home

Here is a thing my heart wishes the world had more of:  
I heard it in the air of one night when I listened  
To a mother singing softly to a child restless and angry in the darkness. 
(from “Poems Done on a Late Night Car”)

Elizabeth Akers Allen imagines herself as that child in “Rock Me to Sleep.” Here’s the first stanza:

Backward, turn backward, O Time, in your flight,
Make me a child again just for tonight!
Mother, come back from the echoless shore,
Take me again to your heart as of yore;
Kiss from my forehead the furrows of care,
Smooth the few silver threads out of my hair;
Over my slumbers your loving watch keep;—
Rock me to sleep, mother, – rock me to sleep!

Irish poet Eavan Boland poem imagines the Virgin Mary as that mother:

Ave Maria

If love’s a country
I am its citizen,
And if you are the Virgin Mary
I am your child.

Christine Rossetti has a wonderful poem expressing appreciation for her 80-year-old mother, whose heart she “is my heart’s quiet home” and whose love serves as her lodestar. Perhaps echoing Milton’s “Lycidas,” where the poet talks of weaving a laurel wreath for his departed friend, Rossetti talks of weaving “a wreath of rhymes wherewith to crown your honored name.” The blessed glow of her mother’s love, she says, “transcends the laws/ Of time and change and mortal life and death.”

The poem has a certain formal air, as though this wreath of rhymes is being presented upon a special occasion:

Sonnets are full of love, and this my tome
Has many sonnets: so here now shall be
One sonnet more, a love sonnet, from me
To her whose heart is my heart’s quiet home,
To my first Love, my Mother, on whose knee
I learnt love-lore that is not troublesome;
Whose service is my special dignity,
And she my lodestar while I go and come
And so because you love me, and because
I love you, Mother, I have woven a wreath
Of rhymes wherewith to crown your honored name:
In you not fourscore years can dim the flame
Of love, whose blessed glow transcends the laws
Of time and change and mortal life and death.

Happy Mother’s Day!

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Obama’s Election and a Blog Launched

The Obamas on election night 2008

Friday – A Life Lived in Literature, 33rd Installment

The political high point of my life was Barack Obama’s victory in 2008. Julia and I were spending a sabbatical semester in Madison, Wisconsin with my brother Sam and his wife, and as we watched the Grant Park election night speech, my heart filled. For one who had grown up in segregated Tennessee, the event seemed miraculous. I remember taking note of a tearful Jesse Jackson and sharing his joy. 

What I failed to realize is that the very event that was causing my heart to soar was freaking out a significant portion of the American electorate. In the years that followed, like many white liberals I would become aware of what African Americans have always known, that the tentacles of racism reach much deeper than whites realize. Even Republicans who voted for Obama (I was related to several) would pull back when he proved to be too Black, when he complained about Cambridge police arresting Henry Louis Gates or when he said that, if he had had a son, he would have looked like Trayvon Martin.

Suddenly Obama was revealing that he wasn’t a Tom Robinson type of Black, grateful to Atticus Finch for his support, or one of the “faithful souls” in D.W. Griffth’s Birth of a Nation.” Obama’s sin in these instances was reminding us that many African Americans are angry and with cause. To cite from William Dixon’s novel on which Griffith’s film is based (The Clansman), too many Americans still fear the uppity Black captain who has insulted a white doctor and prefer the fantasy of the “faithful man” who puts him in his place:

“Fellow citizens,” [the Captain said], “you are the equal of any white man who walks the ground. The white man’s day is done. Your turn has come.”

As he passed Jake’s cabin, the doctor’s faithful man stepped suddenly in front of him, looking at the Captain out of the corners of his eyes, and asked:

“Is I yo’ equal?”

“Yes.”

“Des lak any white man?”

“Exactly.”

The negro’s fist suddenly shot into Gilbert’s nose with the crack of a sledgehammer, laying him stunned on the pavement.

“Den take dat f’um yo’ equal, d—n you!” he cried, bending over his prostrate figure. “I’ll show you how to treat my ole marster, you low-down slue-footed devil!”

The stirring little drama roused the doctor and he turned to his servant with his old-time courtesy, and said:“Thank you, Jake.”

To get both Black and white votes, Obama had to walk a fine line between uppity Captain and faithful man, and for Black critics like Princeton professor Cornel West, he wasn’t really Black. He was Black enough, however, to unleash a reaction that we are still living with. As I write this installment of my memoir, I have just witnessed the rightwing justices on the U.S. Supreme roll back many of the gains that were paid for in blood in the 1950s and 1960s, and the Tennessee legislature is currently dividing up the city of Memphis so that it can throw out our one Black Congressman. Donald Trump’s utterly illogical birther lie struck a chord with racists because it confirmed for them that Obama didn’t belong in the White House.

In the following year, as the Tea Party backlash picked up in intensity, I remember getting almost physically sick as I taught Birth of a Nation in a “History of American Film” class. The film might have been almost a hundred years old, but the sentiments it expressed were so recognizable that I discovered I couldn’t teach it anymore, despite its technical brilliance.

After having spent an unsuccessful year trying to find a commercial publisher for Better Living through Beowulf: How the Early British Classics Can Guide You beyond Terrorism Fears, Relationship Anxieties, Consumer Emptiness, Racial Tension, Political Cynicism, and Other Contemporary Challenges, my agent dropped me, forcing me to try small publishers. I found one and spent the first semester of my sabbatical putting the book in order. Unfortunately, the 2008 crash caused the publisher to retract his offer, leaving me high and dry. While the seven years I had spent writing it were not entirely wasted as the project had supercharged my teaching, I was nevertheless discouraged.

Fortunately, my son in marketing provided an alternative. If I started blogging, he told me, I would create a platform, which in turn would help me publish my book. He guided me in determining an identity for the blog, found a talented artist to set it up, and taught me how to post my essays and set up a weekly newsletter.

My response once I started blogging: “Who needs to write a book when one can share one’s ideas this way?” I loved the immediacy of the format and how it could reach readers around the world. I had found my medium.

As I’ve explained, daily blogging allowed me to do full justice to my central concern: how does literature change lives? Rather than propose one overarching theory, which I don’t think exists, I could share a steady stream of examples of literature at work.

I also realized that I had finally found a public forum for sharing my political views (since I couldn’t do this in class). In the early years, in the spirit of Obama’s attempt to reach across the aisle, I worked on being as politically even-handed as I could, although the Republicans I included have all become NeverTrumpers and, in some cases, Democrats: David Brooks, Michael Gerson David Frum, Tom Nichols, Norman Ornstein, Jennifer Rubin. I once got a positive response from Gerson, a key architect of George Bush’s compassionate conservative platform, about an essay I wrote in 2017 comparing his attack on political evangelicals to William Blake’s critique of the church. I included some of these columnists in my 2012 book How Beowulf Can Save America since I was looking for ways of dealing with and moving past the immense anger and resentment I saw welling up in the country.

I now recognize a certain political naivete on both my part and Obama’s. Applying Othello to the Obama presidency two years into Trump’s first term, I better understood why Obama either didn’t recognize or didn’t acknowledge the depth of the hate being directed against him:

As to why Obama and Othello were/are both credulous, it stands to reason that they would believe in a system that recognizes their qualities and elevates them accordingly. Each is officially accepted within the club, with even Desdemona’s father eventually opening his arms to the Moor. Their faith that merit will rise to the top, even in a racist society, seems borne out.

And:

It is Othello’s earned success, on the other hand, that makes him a believer. “If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible,…tonight is your answer,” Obama said in his 2008 victory speech.

Perhaps because they have achieved the impossible, both Obama and Othello underestimate the extreme lengths to which racial animosity drives their enemies. Although their stratospheric rise is experienced as salt rubbed into wounded white pride, they can’t see it. After all, doesn’t their success benefit all of society?

What drives Iago, I contended, is not economic anxiety but fear of losing status. Regarding the U.S., having once thought that “it’s the economy, stupid,” I now believe that “it’s race, stupid.” Culture and economy are intertwined, of course, but I’ve come to believe that the former preempts all else. As Lyndon Johnson famously said, 

If you can convince the lowest white man he’s better than the best colored man, he won’t notice you’re picking his pocket. Hell, give him somebody to look down on, and he’ll empty his pockets for you.

Writing this blog has sharpened my awareness of how accurate this is. Along with Shakespeare, figures like William Faulkner, Flannery O’Connor, Mark Twain, Toni Morrison, Lucille Clifton, James Baldwin, and many others have been my guides. The daily discipline of connecting these truth tellers to the day’s events has been a means of exploring the issues and anchoring my perceptions.

And it all grew out of a failed book.

Past Installments of A Life Lived in Literature
A Life Lived in Literature: How It All Began (Sept. 5, 2025)
Early Reading Memories (Sept. 12, 2025)
Childhood Confusion: Reading to the Rescue (Sept. 19, 2025)
Confronting Segregation (Sept. 26, 2025)
School Reading vs. Real Reading (Oct. 10, 2025)
Childhood in Paris (Oct. 17, 2025)
My Time at Sewanee Military Academy (Oct. 24, 2025)
Existentialism for High School Seniors (Oct. 31, 2025)
Why I Majored in History, Not English (Nov. 7, 2025)
My College Search for Authenticity (Nov. 14, 2025)
On D. H. Lawrence and a Sexual Awakening (Nov. 21, 2025)
My Life as a Bildungsroman (Nov. 28, 2025)
Grad School: Literary Baptism by Fire (Dec. 5, 2025)
Early Scenes from a Marriage (Dec. 12, 2025)
Bringing Up Baby in Grad School (Dec. 19, 2025)
Grappling with Racism (Jan. 2, 2026)
Journal of a Young Teacher (Jan. 16, 2026)
Teaching and Reading in Yugoslavia (Jan. 23, 2026)
Life at 40: Barely Controlled Chaos (Jan 30, 2026)
From Secular Humanist to Christian Believer (Feb. 6 2025)
Looking Back at a Lifetime Together (Feb. 13, 2026)
To Ljubljana with Love (Feb. 20, 2026)
Forging a Separate Identity from My Father (Feb. 27, 2026)
“Better Living” Emerged from a Midnight Epiphany (March 6, 2026)
The Golden Years before Tragedy Struck (March 13, 2026) 
Using Lit to Grapple with a Death (March 20, 2026) 
Lit in the Year following Justin’s Death (March 27, 2026)
My Eldest Son, Named after a Keats Sonnet (April 3, 2026)
Sterne’s Uncle Toby and My Own Toby (April 10, 2026)
After the 2nd Death, a Book Project (April 17, 2026)
Making Lit Meaningful for Students (April 24, 2026) 
Horizons Broadened (May 1, 2026) 
Obama’s Election and a Blog Launched (May 8, 2026)

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At 75, She Accessed Her Inner Amazon

Benin statue of a Dahomey Amazon warrior

Thursday

As Julia and I move through our 70s, it can be dangerous to ask us how we are doing since sometimes we’ll tell you. At length.

Put another way, we will launch into a sonorous organ recital. Symphony in Blue, let’s call it.

Sometimes we’re looking for information, sometimes for the comfort that comes from sharing. It’s important, however, that we know our audience. Our aches and pains may be of less interest to our auditors than they are to us. 

Perhaps the best approach to our increasing infirmities is to have a sense of humor about them. That’s why I appreciate Julia’s poem “My Life in Velcro.” She is determined to stride into our twilight years with a smile on her face.

My Life in Velcro
By Julia Bates

The 70s seem to be about patching up
Knees wrists hips brain
So I sleep with a wrist splint
On each arm
Strapped in with Velcro
Rrrrripppp, Ripppp

As I tear off the wrist wrap
From the day
Only on the right
And pull on the night brace
One on each arm
Rrrripppp, Ripppp

At least it helps
The PT person said
There are people that 
Don’t get relief 
But I have an official
Diagnosis: carpal tunnel
Severe-new
Meaning “operate” because
Deterioration hasn’t begun
In the muscles, ligaments
And I may continue to sleep in
A brace even after surgery
Rrrrippp, Rrrippp

And now the knee
I’ve had knee pain before
As the patient PT person
Reminded me
Haven’t you been in here before?
But the sharp little pain
From going up and down stairs
Doesn’t go away
So a big black brace
BBB for short
Strapped on above and below
The knee for stabilization
Very tough Velcro
Rrrripppp, Ripppp

After her deep tissue digging
My masseuse says I look
Like an Amazon warrior woman
As I strap on wrist and knee
Ready for grocery shopping
Car wash
Then off to book group!

And for walks about town–
Hiking poles
How about a cane, the Orthopedist asks
No, I say. I’M NOT THAT KIND OF OLD WOMAN YET!!
Hiking poles hint at adventure
Exploration
Courage
Head up
Big Smile
The next decade 
Doesn’t stand a chance!!
Rrrrrippp, Rrrrripppp. 

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It Was the Worst of Times: Gilded Age Redux

Trump’s plans for the new $1 billion White House ballroom

Wednesday

While I have zero interest in celebrity culture and in extravagant affairs like the recent Met Gala, my attention was recently caught by an Amazon workers protest. Apparently Jeff Bezos and his wife, who paid $10 million to host the affair, were greeted by hundreds of bottles filled with yellow liquid inside the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Apparently Amazon delivery drivers are being forced to urinate in bottles and sometimes poop in bags because they are not granted time off for bathroom breaks.

The story is emblematic of GOP class warfare, where legislators cut taxes on billionaires while slashing safety net programs that support America’s needy. Meanwhile the president, even as his tariffs and war push up grocery and gas prices, gilds the White House with gold and obsesses over plastering his name and picture all over buildings, coins, airports, passports, and elsewhere. Oh, and his new ballroom, which he said would be privately funded, now looks as though it will cost $1 billion of taxpayer money. “Build the ballroom!” has become the 2026 version of “Build the wall!”

It’s enough to send one back to Charles Dickens’s Tale of Two Cities.

Dickens novel, of course, is about what happens when extreme poverty meets extreme wealth. Here’s a passage on poverty:

The mill which had worked them down, was the mill that grinds young people old; the children had ancient faces and grave voices; and upon them, and upon the grown faces, and ploughed into every furrow of age and coming up afresh, was the sigh, Hunger. It was prevalent everywhere. Hunger was pushed out of the tall houses, in the wretched clothing that hung upon poles and lines; Hunger was patched into them with straw and rag and wood and paper; Hunger was repeated in every fragment of the small modicum of firewood that the man sawed off; Hunger stared down from the smokeless chimneys, and started up from the filthy street that had no offal, among its refuse, of anything to eat. Hunger was the inscription on the baker’s shelves, written in every small loaf of his scanty stock of bad bread; at the sausage-shop, in every dead-dog preparation that was offered for sale. Hunger rattled its dry bones among the roasting chestnuts in the turned cylinder; Hunger was shred into atomics in every farthing porringer of husky chips of potato, fried with some reluctant drops of oil.

A major political question is how Trump can maintain the loyalty of white working-class voters while shrugging off their affordability concerns. Dickens provides a kind of answer in the “mender of roads” character. Even though the man himself experiences hunger, he fixates on the lives of the glitterati:

[S]oon the large-faced King and the fair-faced Queen came in their golden coach, attended by the shining Bull’s Eye of their Court, a glittering multitude of laughing ladies and fine lords; and in jewels and silks and powder and splendour and elegantly spurning figures and handsomely disdainful faces of both sexes, the mender of roads bathed himself, so much to his temporary intoxication, that he cried Long live the King, Long live the Queen, Long live everybody and everything!… Then, there were gardens, courtyards, terraces, fountains, green banks, more King and Queen, more Bull’s Eye, more lords and ladies, more Long live they all! until he absolutely wept with sentiment. During the whole of this scene, which lasted some three hours, he had plenty of shouting and weeping and sentimental company, and throughout Defarge held him by the collar, as if to restrain him from flying at the objects of his brief devotion and tearing them to pieces.

The Defarges, who will play key roles in the revolution to come, have brought the man to Versailles as part of their grand plan. “You are the fellow we want,” Defarge tells him. “You make these fools believe that it will last forever. Then, they are the more insolent, and it is the nearer ended.”

Is it because his fans have been letting Trump get away with his non-stop corruption that he thinks he can be brazenly open about it. Do his insolent relatives and billionaire friends figure the flush times will last forever because Trump won a second term? How willing will the MAGA faithful be to turn a blind eye when gas reaches $5 a gallon? By the end of the novel, the road mender has become a wood sawyer making jokes about cutting off heads.

While Dickens’s novel makes clear that violence is not the answer, how about a major party realignment and enlightened tax policy? That would begin addressing the ills besetting our nation. 

Imagine fewer lords and ladies and more food for the hungry. Might an average mender of roads vote for that?

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