More Frightening than Arrest, Freedom

Gustave Doré, “Peter’s Escape from Prison”

Spiritual Sunday

A couple of weeks ago Julia and I were visiting a former history colleague, Dana Greene, who has moved back to Alexandria, Virginia after spending several years heading up Emory University’s  junior college, Emory at Oxford. While we were together at St. Mary’s, I always felt a special kinship with Dana because we both received our PhDs from Emory University, and I was fascinated as she told me about her forthcoming biography about poet Denise Levertov (Denise Levertov: A Poet’s Life), whose work I have featured frequently on Spiritual Sunday.

Dana once sent me Levertov’s poem “Beginners,” which for years was taped to my door and which I turned to when we experienced the Gulf oil spill. (You can read my post on it here.) Dana is interested in Levertov’s spiritual vision and emphasizes the poet’s focus on “primary wonder.” What I love about Levertov is that, for her, such wonder is not the end but the beginning. When we experience divine revelation, that’s when the real work begins. That’s how it was for the disciples after they encountered the risen Jesus and how it is for Peter in this poem about his miraculous escape from Herod’s prison.

Somewhat like Dostoevsky’s Grand Inquisitor, Peter realizes that our most challenging task is handling the freedom we are granted. When we can no longer feel the angel, that’s when we hear our own footsteps and experience the “long street’s majestic emptiness”:

St. Peter and the Angel

By Denise Levertov

Delivered out of raw continual pain,
smell of darkness, groans of those others
to whom he was chained–

unchained, and led
past the sleepers,
door after door silently opening–
out!
    And along a long street’s
majestic emptiness under the moon:

one hand on the angel’s shoulder, one
feeling the air before him,
eyes open but fixed . . .

And not till he saw the angel had left him,
alone and free to resume
the ecstatic, dangerous, wearisome roads of
what he had still to do,
not till then did he recognize
this was no dream. More frightening
than arrest, than being chained to his warders:
he could hear his own footsteps suddenly.
Had the angel’s feet
made any sound? He could not recall.
No one had missed him, no one was in pursuit.
He himself must be
the key, now, to the next door,
the next terrors of freedom and joy.

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2 Comments

  1. Barbara
    Posted August 26, 2012 at 5:53 am | Permalink

    Dear Robin, Thank you for this, I’ve never read it before. It reminds me of a poem with a similar theme by Mary Oliver. One of my favorites:

    Maybe
    by Mary Oliver

    Sweet Jesus, talking
    his melancholy madness,
    stood up in the boat
    and the sea lay down,
    silky and sorry.
    So everybody was saved
    that night.
    But you know how it is

    when something
    different crosses
    the threshold — the uncles
    mutter together,

    the women walk away,
    the young brother begins
    to sharpen his knife.
    Nobody knows what the soul is.

    It comes and goes
    like the wind over the water —
    sometimes, for days,
    you don’t think of it.

    Maybe, after the sermon,
    after the multitude was fed,
    one or two of them felt
    the soul slip forth
    like a tremor of pure sunlight
    before exhaustion,
    that wants to swallow everything,
    gripped their bones and left them

    miserable and sleepy,
    as they are now, forgetting
    how the wind tore at the sails
    before he rose and talked to it –

    tender and luminous and demanding
    as he always was —
    a thousand times more frightening
    than the killer storm.

  2. Robin Bates
    Posted August 26, 2012 at 6:19 am | Permalink

    Very much the same theme, Barbara. I hadn’t encountered previously encountered this poem, which I like a lot, nor did I know that Mary Oliver wrote explicitly on religious themes, even though I’ve previously picked up on Christian patterns in her work (as I did here). In another version of the drama, Moses travels to the mountaintop, communes with God, and then has to figure out how to get us all to live by the ten commandments.

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